ramadhan : )

its ramadhan people!the month of fasting, ayam percik and cendol : P for those whose been living in jakarta this whole month,good luck with the tempe!haha. ramadhan...i remember back then,when i was very very young, too young to fast : P i used to do that puasa "yang-yok"a.k.a cheating, huhu. peanut butter in the fridge, one deliciously-cold-thirst-quenching carton of milk, drinking tap water after p.e...yes,been there,done that . a part of sweet memories from my joyful, stress-free childhood life : ) wish i can turn the time back around..well, now i'm a big boy, with responsibilities , and yes, i do a full month of fasting nowadays : P no more yang-yoks,huhu.

yesterday, i went to penang with my family. having some fun, good food (credits to ahmediyya ; ) ) and disturbance (lala knows,haha). we were having lunch by the beach, when suddenly out of nowhere a group of rempits having their merdeka day tour-de'-penang ( i guess..) and sat just beside us. Sitting there would be no problem, as this is a free-nation, but behaving like jerks, talking rubbish to passerby , and calling the tourists with improper names is such a disgraceful act.Well, guess who are they?they're the malay youths. I'm not treasoning or whatever you call it, it's just i'm totally ashamed of having such brothers and sisters with their uncivilized acts, and spreading the shame all over our faces, like the malay said " cubit peha kanan,terasa peha kiri". hoping as they grow up, such things will change...(not being racist btw ; ) ) happy ramadhan!may it cleanse our soul from evil and darkness that surrounds us,amin

merdeka!

31st of august,2008,marked malaysia's 51 years of independence and freedom. Well,nowadays,people celebrate independence day with fireworks and concerts...i have no complaint on that : P but seriously,all those celebration stuff means nothing.i'm not trying to be patriotic or something,but people! Malaysians nowadays are too obsessed with entertainment. akademi fantasia,american idiot..oops : P you name it..those are the parasites that are sucking the goodness of brain from our younglings. I asked one cousin of mine, she was 6 years old..."nanti besar nak jadi ape?" the answer is "nak masuk af =D". what was that? where's the i-want-to-be-a-doctor phrase?or some other highly-educated profession? i'm not criticizing the local entertainment industry,they're just doing their part of living, it's their bread n butter. but excessive entertainment causes invinsible damage to our youngsters. to them, stardom is now the shortcut to success and happines...whatever that is : P c'mon...life's not that easy tho...

one boring friday..

well,not much to do today.watched wall-e for the second time,the 1st one back there in jakarta,huhu. sweet wall-e,that's what anis said : P well,frankly speaking...it's kinda boring actually,but i love the part before the movie begins,its about that french magician ( i think he's french by that well-shaped-moustache : P ) with his cute lil' white rabbit. well, if u havent watch the movie yet,u better do ; )

budget 2009, announced by the prime minister this evening, at the parliament. well, first of all , i'm kinda frustrated on the education part. It looks like there'll be no increasement on my allowance : P haha. may sound selfish, but the cost of living there (whoever said living in indonesia is cheap,YOU'RE TOTALLY WRONG : P) is sky-rocketing at the moment! please pak lah...have mercy on us,huhu. Well, speaking on the budget, it looks like the government been spending lots of money giving aids to the rakyat,credits to pak lah,eventho he's not 'feeling well' while reading the texts : P i'm not supporting anyone,but sometimes, we have to give compliments instead of criticizing : ) anwar ibrahim, looking good in his yellow baju melayu...hopefully he'll work hard on achieving "a better malaysia" which is all over his posters and websites, instead of just sitting there just to warm up his parliamentary seat, huhu.good luck~

Failure...bittersweet of life

I just got this err..disturbing news from jakarta. i've successfully failed my pharmacology and parasitology, which is the 1st ever. well,congratulations to me : ) thank god im off for holiday..well,every single problem,has their own solution. what can i do to solve this horryfying-disastrous-self-choking problem regarding my academic downfall from going into deepshit?well...determination?i think i have to start all over again,from the beginning..

What's the main reason mara sent me all the way to jakarta,leaving my families,loved ones,bestfriends,my 3 seroja housemates : P why?simple. Because they want me to become a medical doctor. Intention,that's the main root of this problem..i went there, spending my money on food,hang-outs,cinemas,and not on books : P now that's one ugly attitude of mine,huhu. But what's the use of buying books,if you dont really use them?haha...got a point on that.but seriously,i have to change..before things got worst...wish me luck people : )

new kid in the blog~

holidays, semester breaks = boredom.not so many people agree with that one tho : P so here i am,writing some shit, thanks to the "wonderful" liburan that ive been waiting for the last 5 months!

i've been reading this money-making-motivational-book titled "think and grow rich" by Napoleon Hill.good book to read tho,well,if u have nothing to do like studying the anatomy and physiology books for your anatomy exams or something? : P the one point that is strongly mentioned in this book is "DETERMINATION". I've been quite a loser lately,either in love,or in study.I dont know what the hell is wrong with me,but somehow,these "things" connect each other very well,and hugely affect my life..i've been talking to friends,family,and some strangers : P but i still dont have the answer to solve this catastrophic problem of mine! i'm not sure which one is my number one priority..i'm a student,yes,but i'm 20 years old! this may sound cheesy,but i wanted to be loved too....achievements,achievements...am i too greedy?or just being paranoid by THE BIG LOSS

so...determination...which path will i lead it to...?is it to my troublesome-love-life that brings me joyful happiness but huge cut deep inside when shit happens?or is it to my so called noble-lifesaving-hero-of-the-day medical studies that crammed every single neuro cells that got me fever when the once-every-two-weeks exam comes?why is this life so f*cking stressful!every one was like saying "hey,u're a guy,u study medicine,and u have problems with girls?sheesshh...".Like..what the hell does studying medicine got anything to do with having a girl who really loves you? People!the materialism era may have just begun,but i don't believe in such cheap-minded-thinking....just be honest to your feelings,and live a happy life.

There's this one story in this book about Thomas Edison and his business partner.this guy,named Mr.Barnes came all the way from nowhere and headed to New Jersey just to persuade this Edison guy to be his business partner,without a single penny in his pocket,like what the malay called "modal-air-liur".This Edison guy noticed that burning desire showing all over this "air liur" Barnes and decided to give this guy a job,well,not his business partner!to be one of his employee. As time passes by,this determination of Barnes never fades away,but it keeps growing and growing....One day,Edison wanted to sell his some-type-of-communication-device but failed to persuade his salesmen to sell them to the public. Mr.Barnes,saw this opportunity, and offered himself to sell it for him,which end up to supply him with pots and pots of money.happy ending~the point is,one have to be determined to get whatever he or she wants.The question remains.....what exactly do i want?